Saturday, 14 November 2009

• i am angry at everyone but can only let it out here...

  if only there was a way that i can vent my anger and channel it towards something that can make me feel better. someone or somebody that can help make my life feel a little bit better now. i feel so angry.

  i am angry that my best friend is only around when she needs me especially at times when her bf is not around. i am angry that she lies and hurt me.

  i am angry that my bf is not my bf anymore!! :( he is not like what he used to be. maybe its the distance's fault.i cant wait till i see him again and feel the love i used to have felt from his touch months ago....

  i am angry that i have frens that never appreciate my existance. who doesnt see what i would do for them. i knw i am being selfish. i hope they would see what i have had done for them and that they would do the same for me. and not ditching me to spend time with someone better after i have travelled so far just to be with them.

  i hate it when they compare and say that i am never good enough. that they have other frens who are way better than i am. who forgets about the times we had before that other fren even showed up.

  why dont anyone see the good times we had before and make better ones come?... why do they have to leave me behind, lost.... i am a lost soul....

  i feel lost....

   

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